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There Is No Steven in Here: What I Learned at the Bottom of a Swimming Pool

Stillness in the Storms

Published
August 22, 2026
Duration
20:24
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Last updated
Oct 11, 2026

Discusses health, mental, religion, society, culture.

Summary

Who are you, really, behind all the roles? Sit properly with that question and no answer comes. That is the answer.Open me up and there is no Steven in there. In deep sleep there is no Steven either. We wake up and we come online and we boot the roles: dad, councillor, host, meditator. Each one needs a different set of skills, and you can only run one at …

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Who are you, really, behind all the roles? Sit properly with that question and no answer comes. That is the answer.Open me up and there is no Steven in there. In deep sleep there is no Steven either. We wake up and we come online and we boot the roles: dad, councillor, host, meditator. Each one needs a different set of skills, and you can only run one at a time. So who is watching the breath when you meditate? Ask whether you are aware of your left toe and you were not, and then you were. In tha

Themes

  • health
  • mental
  • religion
  • society
  • culture